I just took my first meds in almost a year. I'm in pain but it'll pass.I wanted to die, then. I wanted to destroy the body I was trapped in, become what she was, no matter what it took. No matter how much mutilation or pain. But he looked away, at me. He pulled my face down and pressed my lips against his like he was almost trying to suffocate us both. "The Rose and the Beast: Fairyales Retold" by Francesca Lia Block